NOT FAIR GOD

Writing is a weird thing especially in my case. I can only write when my emotions are so badly stirred that i need a vent through writng. Today is one such day.

Why does it have to happen to her always. My hollow words are incapable of inspiring or encouraging here anymore.I thought my life was full of so many twists n turns but this tsunami in her life has made my problems seem so trivial. Her sad face, her taers, that hopelessness, that trying to be normal. I just cant believe at the unfairness being done to her. God you cant be so brutal, so cruel to her. She wont be able to bear it.

Her words are still reverbating in my head. Her voice is ingrained in me. N i just cant do anything for her.Just NOTHING!!What would happen? I cant believe its happening to her.That pain i felt in her was beyond words n God what are you upto...ITS UNFAIR...ITS UNFAIR...IT IS DAMNNNN UNFAIR.

A farewell note

Have you ever been in loveBeen in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to sayAnd you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the oneYou've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so muchIt makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?Have you ever.....?

(Not my orignal writing copied from somwhere...yeah plagiarism right :-) )