Sunday, May 10, 2009

In pursuit of Happiness

Ask anybody,'Do you want to be happy?'and the answer would come yes ofcourse who doesnt?And what are you doing to get that happiness?Mmmmmm.....many people wont have a clear cut answer to this.
I think about the last scene of 'Luck by chance' where the protagonist says,'Everyday i leave my house to do a work which makes me happy, i wonder how many people can say that, i have chosen a path of happiness.'A few days back i did something which i felt i should have done years back,its outcome was zero but it was a step towards something which could 've made me happy.I regret the fact that i take ages in deciding on things, that i took so long to realise things and most importantly for holding on to a thing for so long without doing anything about it.
And I think about a few people who are always in high spirits not just externally but internally too.There are no volcanoes errupting,there is no uneasiness,there is no misery nothing only full control over themselves.It is high time i come out of this unhappy state,its high time i accept facts as they are,its high time i let you go,its high time i MOVE ON towards a happier state of mind.
Hitakshi

Sunday, May 3, 2009

The most interesting movie!

The most interesting movie i saw
with so many thrills and stills,
the moment i thought i knew its end
the director came up with some all new trend,
the director i must say is over smart
who does his job too well and is master of his art.
The movie has all ingridients-from drama to action
from comedy to confession,love,hatred,heart breaks and recession.
Everyday comes up with a new episode,
artists planned,thought,devised but the director would explode.
Artists asked director with innocent faces
Why are you so unpredicatble?
Director says,'Just to keep your faith in me and my power'.
That movie is endless where artists come n go but the director remains with his movie,
N what's the name of the movie....mmmmmmmmm
lets call it life!

I DONT LOVE YOU

Had been thinking of writing about this for quite long.You know what,"He made me fall in love with himself.I could not believe in my life that somebody so sweet existed till he came.He was so loving and affectionate that i could not resist falling in love with him".These were the words of a dear friend expressed long back.
I wonder if everybody is so lucky or should i say expressive.Putting across your feelings to the other person in exactly the manner you actually feel is quite a task.I have often seen guys consistently trying to woo and win over the love of their life.They carry on even after several nos and embarassments.It feels like hell to hear a NO.Moreover society puts you in a stupid category called FOSLA.How one is supposed to deal with a No.Sorry i dont love you.Does one No changes your feelings towards a person?People who are not that out going wont express it again.Probably they'll stop thinking on those lines and think of being friends with that person.This complicates things even more.The comfort level of friendship is gone even if the two individuals deal with it maturely something hollow enters amongst them.
The best solution i could think about this situation is dont befool yourself by saying I dont love that person anymore,just give yourself some time(which may be years!) it is hurting to hear a No from someone you loved but feelings are a natural phenomenon,think about all those people who would 've fallen for you but you could not reciprocate the same way thinking he/she is not the one.And most importantly feel proud that you experienced a magical thing called love for someone.There always remains a wish 'i wish i could make him /her fall for myself' but you cannot may be you are shy, may be he/she has feelings for someone else,whatever the case may be just dont get depressed and be honest to your own self 'Yes i did love him' and feel proud of it and carry on with your life coz it 'll never stop.
Hitakshi