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It's been a year now since I have not posted,though I wrote many blogs in my mind but never sat back and posted.Thoughts I tell you evaporate so fast that you do not even realize .I am glad that finally I have something very important today which is required for writing: mood.

I am truly amazed at those people who are able to choose and decide for themselves,what is right and wrong?What is it that they actually want?After meeting the nth guy(have stopped keeping track of numbers now) today I still do not know what am I looking for?I mean even after everything being there in the person something is missing,that something I have been trying to find out for past three years now giving my parents sleepless nights and they like the world's most understanding parents are making me meet people one after the other.The surprising thing is that every time they understand my point of view and move ahead without saying anything.They might not be able to express what their weird daughter wants but they are still there with her.

Not marrying is not an option, but experiencing the same feeling again and again with different people I cant tell how suffocating it gets from within.I have known people who knew whom they wanted to settle down with and left no stone unturned to make it happen.The point is,they knew he was the one!Even after experiencing the magic I am unsure.It gets difficult to live with your own being.

Should I give in?Or like a fairy tale I should expect some magic.Or there is nothing like magic you have to make it happen as nobody is perfect neither am I.One thing is sure we want our life partner to be one up than us!This is as brutally honest as I can get....ciao...Hitakshi

Dialogue of the post:If you ever have to compromise in life,do that with me coz at least I'll be happy then,as you've already made me an option-Anonymous